i'm giving up

shut your mouth

said that all you need is time

but i already gave you my all

inside and out

i shut my ear

from listening to something i couldnt bear

don't drop that tear

cause i don't care

i shouldn't go on hoping

you always promising

but not the keeping

one foot step in

another one step up

too much giving in

i feel like giving up

when all the words are dust

when lie is a must

there is no one to trust

irreplaceable

fashion can be replaced, but style is forever. it's like telling the whole world who you are from the design and the colours of the tattoo on your skin. it's irreplaceable.

just like fashion, people do change. we've been through a lot of things in finding ourselves. tried to blend in the environment, tried to fit in, but the worst was tried to be somebody else.

no matter how hard we tried, we can't change our heart. it's irreplaceable. we can't fool ourselves because the feeling was there and will always be there; like a tattoo. moreover, it've been carved deeply not with the needles or broken glass or a knife, but with experiences.

there is no such thing as healing by the time. it's there, full forever.

Peter Abrahams.

Hello readers!

Anyway, aku nak bercerita pasal seoang guru mak aku masa beliau dekat Kampung Paloh dulu2. Nama beliau Peter Abrahams. Actually he is a Professor of Clinical Anatomy in Warwick Medical School Gibbert Hill, University of Warwick, London who 47 years ago volunteered himself to go to Borneo quite long time ago. *kemain terus speaking almond London*.

elok kan? eh.

The volunteers were doing their research and at the same time helping to develop that particular rural area. They teached and even became doctors to the people. Moreover, dia pernah jadi ketua scout ayah aku.

The undeniable glorious woman ever in the entire space known or unknown, Rosimah! hehe

Aku tak tau laa mak aku pakai ayat charming apa sampai dia berkawan baik dengan org putih tu. Hahah. Ke hulu ke hilir beliau bawak mamat tu tangkap gambar dan berkawan dengan penduduk kampung tu.. Dekat nak 3 tahun jugak dia stay kampung tu dan akhirnya berpisah.

 This is my mother's family :') my 'atok' dah arwah..

spot my father in this picture. hint: rear, right. hehe

Nak dijadikan cerita, 2 bulan lepas beliau mengeluarkan iklan di dalam local newspaper, mengkhabarkan yang beliau nak jumpa balik students dia 47thn yang lepas. Super excited lar parents aku, ye la kawan lama. Tapi apakan daya parents aku tak boleh nak pergi Sibu jumpa beliau sebab ada kenduri. =(

..beliau pun menaiki sampan dengan hati yang berkecai remuk kerana tidak dapat melihat cinta hatinya. Aherherher

Keesokkannya, member ayah aku bawak mamat tu pergi rumah. My mom was like ohheeemmgeee! Hahaha. Mamat tu cakap salah satu objektif besar dia datang balik tu sebab nak jumpa mak aku dan nak bagi something.

maintain seluar pendek. aherherher~

Apa kau rasa? Ferrero Rocher? Puii! Bukan.  Lamborghini? Hanj. Bukan. Selain dari bagi  hamper 500 pics, dia nak pass sebijik pasu kecik (sekecik tapak tangan ngiru hamba tadahkan) dekat mak aku. Haiyoo! Sanggup nih. Dari London nak bagi benda tu je. It was a gift from my grandfather to him 47years back then and he thought that it is the right moment for him to give it back to my mother. He asked my mother to pass it up as a treasure to her granson.

Pasu kecil ini yang dimaksudkan. pitam tak?

Hurmm. Aku dah feeling2 lara Croft nak inherit kotak Pandora bagai. Tua nanti aku nak rampas pasu tu. Awas! Wah! LoL

Sekali lagi..

Hello dan salam 1 Malaysia semua! =)

Aku kembali dengan kehidupan blog aku selepas sekian lama! yeay!! dari mana entah aku dapat hidayah nak buat blog balik. Tapi takpa this is my new blog, my new life, and my new me. =)

Baiklah! Kepada sesiapa yang tak mengenali lagi aku, ini adalah ringkasan:

1. Sobri
2. 26yo

Ringkaskan? hehehe jadi, cuba teka mana satu aku??

haaaaa...biarlah rahsia ya? XD **sambil lap peluh, panas sangat**

Dah lama dah aku nak buat blog balik ni, semenjak aku extend study aku lagi. **kantoi pelajar extend**. yalah, bosan duduk bilik asyik2 facebook twitter makan facebook twitter makan makan **makan nak lebih** so aku bernekad untuk membuka blog yang bertemakan kata-kata yang bosan dari aku. hahah.

Mungkin ada yang beranggapan blog macam blog aku ni hanyalah blog-blog sampah. tapi enggak! eh TIDAK! tiada sesiapa pun boleh memutuskan sesebuah blog itu adalah sampah, termasuk juga juri professional. (Selagi ada yang membaca dan mengambil ikhtibar dari apa yang tukang taip itu ceritakan)

HINA SANGAT KAH AKU NI??! **tetiba emo**

Baiklah, tanpa membuang masa lagi, aku akan post entri yang pertama. Eh! takpelah, tunggu next entry okay?? hahahaha nak check Facebook dan Twitter jap. =)

Jumpa lagi di entry yang akan datang! **pitam, panas sangat**